there goes

When my heart was in pieces ,only tears could make it one. Where were you? Where was you? Where?
   Maybe I was so bad in past life so this one was a test of courage, this life is test for me, where is my life where is my test so i can fail it already so it can be done.
   This one's for you ,this one's for you , for leaving me here alone . I have purpose , I simply don't want to act. I wish this was a dream , and I would not be a human, I want to be silence, I don't want this , I don't want you, nor me.  I want  it to be over.
  No happiness, no sorrow. no pain, no love to lift me up.
    I just want this to be over. This universe is not for me.
    On to the next one... on to the next one...