You become what you love. you become love, therefore you become God.

“…the greatest of all lessons to know one's self.  For if one knows himself, he will know God; and knowing God, he will be made like God… and that man becomes God, since God so wills” 

After i understood my sins, my heart cried tears of shame, asking mercy and time to change,to purify . I only asked then for time to become perfect.