For my sake

I think the only thing i crave for is myself.     To be able to be yourself , just as you are it's beautifull . It's pure life manifesting through you, and man this is the only real thing in the world. You    I was loosing bits and bits of myself ,faster than i could count and i got tired clinging desperately on a shadow of the past .    It's like you are going somewhere ,where is no light ,you can't see anything  /confusion/ but you can feel the weight of the pain of not being real. And you get to that place and all the sparkley stuff in your eyes dissapear and emptiness takes hold    But who am I really, what is that interest me, what is what brings me to life even if everything is dead . Well this is a hard one when you have no sense of self , and no one to truly understand you. It may look like the end of the road and now you are just cruising in a dusty all garage and theres no gas in the tank, no electricity in the batery ,wheels ar...

Pierdut in lume , pierdut prin tine     Cum trece viata cand nu esti atent, clipesti de 3 ori si te trezesti ca au trecut atatia ani in pustiu si pierzanie.      Cand esti tanar ai putere si nu iti pasa prea mult de ce cred oamenii sau si daca iti pasa  ai putere sa ai inima deschisa cu o multitudine de oameni pe care viata ti-i aduce in fata sa te invete cate una alta, ca altceva nu are de facut ; insa dupa ceva deceptii mai puternice ,nici nu-ti dai seama ca iti pierzi vocea ,iti inchizi inima si te retragi intr-un loc pustiu ,locul ala unde ajungi cu ochii inchisi ,locul fara joc,fara foc si fara dragoste.     Deceptiile astea te indeparteaza de tine , te indeparteaza de lumina daca nu esti atent ,daca nu te evaluezi in fiecare moment in care respiri, pana si in vise...     Speranta este acolo, daca este ceva de care te tii in pustiu este ea, draga de ea ,speranta ca totusi va fi bine,insa nu stii cum pentru ca nu mai vrei, vrei s...

Glimses of vast emptines. Breathing is so hard when your heart longs for love. Pain disguised in you . I draw it out, take it upon myself to forgive everything we are not.

     It is truly amazing to be alive. To have the courage to give in to meeting your new self ;accepting ,embracing this new world that is blessed before your eyes.       A new me with every new you.       Accept this ! Embrace life again .       What do you do when your dream becomes your reality?...      Not with harshness ,but with love ...this change is be welcomed in your life ; it bestowed on you , a beautifull smile that shines again to the world .        You fight the good fight for every piece of time we are to share together in this beautifull , amazing world ...lots to see lots to see !  8->      Strange time , our time is now ; days and nights don't matter anymore . Holding the people you love close to your heart .        Come back to me.        

when awake, dreams fade away . when asleep, life fades away

Nu mai pot sa scriu. goliciunea din mine se revarsa in infinit.

We are alive. We expand and transcend. We hit some walls so we find ourselfs some stairs to climb up....the first step is ...hope/

Is there such thing, a heart that hasn't been broken? Or maybe a new human with his soul yet to be tested From before birth you are tormented  To pick that , that makes you true.  You'll be granted ,a pure sweet token Finding balance ,becoming anew . "This is about breaking through barriers in our lives And becoming whom we were meant to be"

- I do it because it takes my mind off the battle. - And in battle , isn't that what the other side wants  from you?

       Poate ca dragostea s-a scurs din mine , iar eu ma mint cu atata incredere incat nu este decat o minciuna frumoasa , o minciuna ce o doream ca adevar insa nu am  luptat pentru adevar,nu am luptat sa devin cine sunt.       Iar acum ma simt infertil , pamant imbibat cu cenusa ,unde nu creste nici un strop de iubire, doar promisiuni de iubire , doar promisiuni de apropiere , iubire si intelegere.      Iubirea m-a parasit , nu o condamn. Totusi mi-ar fi placut sa nu fi renuntat la mine, acum eu ce sa fac?      Fara sentimentul iubirii este greu a trai,este greu a fi om iar eu imi doresc sa fiu om printre oameni.     Tradarile mele ,m-au adus in punctul asta, adevarul este ca sunt singurul om care nu poate pleca de langa mine caci suntem unul si acelasi , numai moartea ne va separa candva cand nu va ma conta ca nu am iubit ,ca am urat , ca n-am fost iubit, ca am fost urat sau nu am fost in nici un fel. ...

Stai ca-mi bag pula in ea de depresie Am uitat ca sunt  semizeu Lasa vrajeala , da-o in pula de mizerie Imi arde sangele in vene , il am in mine pe Dumnezeu Cat cacat mai stai pierdut Mai da-te in fapt ca sunt neinfricat Legendar , pe cale de disparitie,mamut defapt Prea multi colti strambi ,fara coaie , esti castrat I got the power , urla din mine leul Bagateas in ma-ta ,de neam prost Nu v-am taxat ignorata, mi-am taxat crezul Mi-am amintit , fugi acum ca ti-ai vandut sufltul fara rost A inceput , stai nu fugi ca n-are rost Iti lovesc lumea cu adevar, om anost Fie in Bucuresti sau in Pitesti  E timpul sa ai pentu ce sa ma urasti

I still hear her whispering where once she yelled at me.  Coward, you're a coward...you still remember don't you. You knew it will hunt you, yet let it happen.  Yes ,this is your doing, but why are you wondering like this , and for how long?  Why be destroyed by a love you never ment to know,you fool ! Coward

 Come to think of it , it realy is overwhelming sometimes how everybody's live's are constantly changing ,how we must move thru all the stanges of the scene.  This world that moves on , non stop since ages .   It is a real challange , witch we all must face .

 Draw yourself , design and create yourself. Just look in the mirror and think : -who am i looking at now?  Design yourself before you already forge a design that is not what you have dreamed.  Time is short, pararampampam

You? You only think in terms of equality ,when it's in your own interest, when you feel like it !  True justice ,in it's most basic concept doesent need you or anyone else to be brought into manifestation.

Oh how the mighty have fallen A broken promise, hope has been stolen

Ce este mai minunat ca timpul? Cum iti mai mangaiam eu chipul... Si unde iti erau ochii ,vocea si zambetul? Sper sa fi invatat ,care imi este darul Prima mea iubire, Trezire la simtire; Iti evoc amintirea Sa iti simt privirea Asa este timpul, Te aduce in bratele mele Apoi te ia dupa simtiri grele Acum imi vad realitatea,  Timpul