For my sake

 I chose to not belong in this world.  I chose to feel more suffering than love. For my dreams are not beautifull.

When my heart was in pieces ,only tears could make it one. Where were you? Where was you? Where?    Maybe I was so bad in past life so this one was a test of courage, this life is test for me, where is my life where is my test so i can fail it already so it can be done.    This one's for you ,this one's for you , for leaving me here alone . I have purpose , I simply don't want to act. I wish this was a dream , and I would not be a human, I want to be silence, I don't want this , I don't want you, nor me.  I want  it to be over.   No happiness, no sorrow. no pain, no love to lift me up.     I just want this to be over. This universe is not for me.     On to the next one... on to the next one...

    So I choose to listen Mozart. So i would listen Mozart everywhere , anytime, if didnt had any means i would just welcome him in my head and play it from the heart; mostly when i did not want too .     I listed in despair and outter world freedom . For freedom, for truth

     Iubirea ,nu am mai scris demult,draga de ea .      Este uimitoare energia iubirii, intradevar simti ca prinzi aripi. Am citit cum ca am avea o singura aripa si ne   trebuie o pereche pentru a putea zbura.       Acum, este clar, fara iubire in viata noastra, fara sa fi cunoscut iubirea si sa o fi pierdut nu avem cum sa intelegem puterea dragostei.     Este bine daca am cunoscut-o . Putem sa ne intoarcem la ea oricand.